Modem's fine. Yess ah.
I'll relink and link real soon. Trying to blog as fast as possible as my sister wants to use the laptop.
Many people seem to think that my PM was referring to them. Good that those people noticed and felt the anger in me. Don't ask why I'm not replying you filthy animals.
And seriously ah, kau nak terase, terase ah. Itu kau punye pasal. Aku tanak kecoh kan bende. Kau rase kau dah cross the line, you think you've pissed me off, then baik kau berambos ah. tak payah nak act baik and mintak maaf la sume. And don't say aku kuat merajok pasal it's none of your business. Aku pe suke la siak. Know the limits ah gang, aku pon manusia pe. Seriously siak, berambos ah. BAGOS AH YANG KAU, KAU, KAU TERASE.
Kay last ah last, aku binget dgn korg ah. !~#!$%@#!
Even strangers in MSN asked me. sorry but it's irritating lor.
Don't try to advise me on this and that.
Kindly pardon me for the horrible language okay.
Yesterday.
30th March 2009.
It's the second year! But I ain't waiting for Arif no more.
If not, it'll be the second year of misery.
HAHAHAH.
wth.
Dah, still very extremely pissed off.
Don't show up right at my face cause I'll punch your face real hard.
Oh, don't take me lightly okay.
dah bye.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Heartache
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I'm glad I'm blogging right now. I guess coming over to Afee's place is worth it. I got free dinner (:
It's pretty late cause I'm out from home since morning. Ah, homesick? Nah, I just feel tired. Having a bad headache while I was at school. Kept on 'chionging' all the way trying to ignore it.
School wasn't that great. Everyone seemed to be distracted during certain lessons. Felt a little sleepy today but managed to stay up. Fee slept for don't know how many periods. tsk tsk. Ape nak jadi. Headache! Art was fine. Got to know my result based on the first to boards. Alhamdulillah, B3. Potential A1 A2, as mentioned. Insh'Allah.
Currently on Fee's bed. Cracked my brain enough about Art. All I need to do now is to find images of Snails. I guess it's a good idea. Hehhah. My uniform looks like I didn't iron it for many years. I don't care, I live a block away.
I have got to go home and start on my Mother Tongue. Really really over the submission date.
Mdm Azah, she's gonna slaughter me. Oh man. Maths! I ran away right after the bell rung today. Kay fake ah I didn't run la, just hide from Mr Quek. I'm gonna die tomorrow, again!
Someone's sick. Please, get well soon! I can't make sure you eat your medicine cause I ain't any near you. So ya. Take care horrrrr.
Readers, I'll link, relink, tag and all once the modem is fine. Okay, sorry (:
And Nadiah, I did ask you to do the quiz thingy...
And I'm in loove.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Laptop's down.
Here I am at Rp trying to finish up my art. I really need to sleep.
Using Azri's laptop to blog and bloghop.
UGH KAY, NEEDA DO ART.
BYEBYEBYE.
` make sure to come back to do some quiz Mr Khalis asked me to do.
Veryyyyy long, I do half way I quit.
LAZZZZZZZZZY.
okay, this entry is messy. messy. messy. messy.
Here I am at Rp trying to finish up my art. I really need to sleep.
Using Azri's laptop to blog and bloghop.
UGH KAY, NEEDA DO ART.
BYEBYEBYE.
` make sure to come back to do some quiz Mr Khalis asked me to do.
Veryyyyy long, I do half way I quit.
LAZZZZZZZZZY.
okay, this entry is messy. messy. messy. messy.
Erms, waiting?
Thanks ah, KHALIS
Q1: 5 things about the person who passed you this quiz
- Ego ( hehhah )
- Hyper?
- ' too cute to be true '
- always kembang cause lots of people know him.
- adorable la ( kasi chance )
Q2 ~ When was the last time you talked to him?
- Weeks Ago?
Q3 ~ What you like best about him?
- Must i answer this?
Q4 ~ What you most hate about her?
- He can't cheer me up when I'm down. pffft.
Q5 ~ Given a choice will you be friends with him again?
- What a stupid question. seriously.
Q6 ~ When is the the time you seen her before?
- what the the? stupid isit?
Q7 ~ What is your relationship with her?
- Friends?
Pass this quiz to him/her
- Qraisha!
- Alyssha!
- FIAH!
- Naddy
- Maris!
- Dewi!
- Caroline!
Q8 ~ Impression of the 7 above
Qraisha - chicke dance? Q Diam. ahhah
Alyssha - Pssssssssshhhh
FIAH - she loves to talk to me 'u,i' (:
Maris - Her favourite line everytime she sees me, ' You chibye sia '
Dewi - laugh like a witch, seriously.
Caroline - favourite word used after her sentences, 'HALLO?'
Q9 ~ What does 1 like to eat?
- Milky Bar
Q10 ~ What is 2 afraid of?
- Getting wet?
Q11 ~ What is 3 despo-ing of?
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Q12 ~ Does 4 like you?
- Oh Naddy? of course!
Q13 ~ Do you like 5?
- erm, hehhah.
Q14 ~A colour to describe 6?
- Purple, cause she loves purple
Q15 ~ Does 7 listen to you when you need a listening ear?
- Yes, definitely.
Q16 ~ Who do you want to be with now?
- Someone far away.
Q17 ~ How many siblings do you have?
- Three.
Q18 ~ Are you a parent?
- To my bears collection, I am! Single parent.
Q19 ~ Is your first kiss still with you?
- No?
Q20 ~ How are you feeling now?
- Good, gooder, goodiest.
Q21 ~ Who did you last message?
- Muhammad Khalis Bin Shari.
Q22 ~ Do you like him?
- Again, must I really answer this??
Q23 ~ Whats your favourite show?
- F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!!!!!!
Q24 ~ Whats the last game you played?
- Siape tido dulu dier menang. hahhah.
Q1: 5 things about the person who passed you this quiz
- Ego ( hehhah )
- Hyper?
- ' too cute to be true '
- always kembang cause lots of people know him.
- adorable la ( kasi chance )
Q2 ~ When was the last time you talked to him?
- Weeks Ago?
Q3 ~ What you like best about him?
- Must i answer this?
Q4 ~ What you most hate about her?
- He can't cheer me up when I'm down. pffft.
Q5 ~ Given a choice will you be friends with him again?
- What a stupid question. seriously.
Q6 ~ When is the the time you seen her before?
- what the the? stupid isit?
Q7 ~ What is your relationship with her?
- Friends?
Pass this quiz to him/her
- Qraisha!
- Alyssha!
- FIAH!
- Naddy
- Maris!
- Dewi!
- Caroline!
Q8 ~ Impression of the 7 above
Qraisha - chicke dance? Q Diam. ahhah
Alyssha - Pssssssssshhhh
FIAH - she loves to talk to me 'u,i' (:
Maris - Her favourite line everytime she sees me, ' You chibye sia '
Dewi - laugh like a witch, seriously.
Caroline - favourite word used after her sentences, 'HALLO?'
Q9 ~ What does 1 like to eat?
- Milky Bar
Q10 ~ What is 2 afraid of?
- Getting wet?
Q11 ~ What is 3 despo-ing of?
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Q12 ~ Does 4 like you?
- Oh Naddy? of course!
Q13 ~ Do you like 5?
- erm, hehhah.
Q14 ~A colour to describe 6?
- Purple, cause she loves purple
Q15 ~ Does 7 listen to you when you need a listening ear?
- Yes, definitely.
Q16 ~ Who do you want to be with now?
- Someone far away.
Q17 ~ How many siblings do you have?
- Three.
Q18 ~ Are you a parent?
- To my bears collection, I am! Single parent.
Q19 ~ Is your first kiss still with you?
- No?
Q20 ~ How are you feeling now?
- Good, gooder, goodiest.
Q21 ~ Who did you last message?
- Muhammad Khalis Bin Shari.
Q22 ~ Do you like him?
- Again, must I really answer this??
Q23 ~ Whats your favourite show?
- F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!!!!!!
Q24 ~ Whats the last game you played?
- Siape tido dulu dier menang. hahhah.
Just tell me, okay?
Monday, March 16, 2009
I have yet pack anything! Okay, I'm freaking out. Ugh. WHERE IS MY STOCKINGS?
Please miss me. I'll be away for Band Camp till Wednesday.
Love, iRAH
If only you knew..
Sunday, March 15, 2009
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Hair length look short, still. But fringe, it's long & irritating.
Evening Sunday.
Planned not to attend class today. Woke up rather late but still went for class after calling Amalina and she asked me to get up! I did. Waited for her to arrive in the blazing sun ( kay, I was in the shades ). So we were half an hour late, like every week.
Was told that we won't be studying at all. I was like wtf? If i knew it, I won't come today! So no choice baby but to attend some celebration. I then realised that today's class was worth going. So yeah, dad fetched me home. Was given Nasi Briyani, scrumptious.
Got home and slacked for awhile. Was feeling moody. Thanked got Afee was around. I love you best friend! Still moody and she sent me this song which makes me feel more sad! Ah, but it's nice. haha. The weather, this song, the ambience of my room makes me wanna cry. I don't know why. I feel sad for no reason. Wait, maybe there is one reason but I can't express it.
I've put on my sweater and I wanna tuck under the blanket. :(
Nightmares almost every night. I'm afraid to go to sleep. Once Mr Sim told us not to forget anything for the camp or else you're out of Band A. That was on the day I broke down after band. That night itself I quickly list down all items that have to be brought and was planning to pass it down to my members. I went to bed feeling shagged. Then nightmare. I dreamt that I forgot to bring everything. I just went to school empty handed. I panicked. I knew Mr Sim's gonna kill me. Second nightmare in the same night, I dreamt of a ghost disturbing me while I'm asleep. This is no good. I need help.
And for about three times I woke up in the middle of the night crying. Thanks to my bad dreams. I reached out my phone to call someone, but I know I should not. I wipe off my tears and slowly drifted back to my scary sleep.
If there's only someone, someone to..
Jealous. I have to admit.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
I actually did enjoy myself a lot just now, eventhough some might criticise our carnival. I think being the one who's tending the stall and getting customers is so much better than being the customers. I love today.
Food sold out real fast and people came to our stall in the afternoon, looking for 7-Up & coke! I was rather flabbergasted to see that Mr Shukor came back with few plastic bags of bottles for us to sell. Wow. I think 4N2 did an awesome job today. Sorry but I did underestimated us like few days ago.
The guys was being sucha asshole for calling the tall clowns to come into our stall. I screamed and sat down and okay, I cried. Phobia people, phobia. After crying and refusing to raise up my head, the guys then became sucha nice angles with the ring on top of their heads giving me tissues and telling me not to cry, clowns are gone and stuff. Thanks ah.
My shift was at 1 until the end but I already start doing my job right at the beginning. Not much of job around the afternoon because there's nothing much to sell. After some mundane tours, I went back to my stall to help out. Done, I went around selling sweets. GOOD WORK iRAH (:
Wasn't in the mood to get hype up as the rain poured heavily and almost everyone played in the rain. And some ugly singaporeans actually collected rain water in the ice box and splashed it over the friends. I got a little wet too. Ugh. Went to class as there was lightning and stuff, wasn't allowed to stay under the tents.
Chilled and went off to causeway point and had late lunch cum dinner with Alyssha. And then, went home cause I'm too fatigue. Here I am blogging in my room while my sister and her friends are watching soccer in the living room. I wonder where's my abang.
Some pictures taken. Will update once I get it, ogay? (:
Food sold out real fast and people came to our stall in the afternoon, looking for 7-Up & coke! I was rather flabbergasted to see that Mr Shukor came back with few plastic bags of bottles for us to sell. Wow. I think 4N2 did an awesome job today. Sorry but I did underestimated us like few days ago.
The guys was being sucha asshole for calling the tall clowns to come into our stall. I screamed and sat down and okay, I cried. Phobia people, phobia. After crying and refusing to raise up my head, the guys then became sucha nice angles with the ring on top of their heads giving me tissues and telling me not to cry, clowns are gone and stuff. Thanks ah.
My shift was at 1 until the end but I already start doing my job right at the beginning. Not much of job around the afternoon because there's nothing much to sell. After some mundane tours, I went back to my stall to help out. Done, I went around selling sweets. GOOD WORK iRAH (:
Wasn't in the mood to get hype up as the rain poured heavily and almost everyone played in the rain. And some ugly singaporeans actually collected rain water in the ice box and splashed it over the friends. I got a little wet too. Ugh. Went to class as there was lightning and stuff, wasn't allowed to stay under the tents.
Chilled and went off to causeway point and had late lunch cum dinner with Alyssha. And then, went home cause I'm too fatigue. Here I am blogging in my room while my sister and her friends are watching soccer in the living room. I wonder where's my abang.
Some pictures taken. Will update once I get it, ogay? (:
On the verge of givng up.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Results? Pretty Bad.
With these kind of results, I can't make thru my Ns.
I can kiss goodbye to all my mom's hope.
Yes, mom. Not mine.
Not less than 19. It's 23. sorry.
Holidays assignments. TOO MUCH.
Okay, I can't bare with this. Frigging thick English practice papers.
Malay papers. Maths sums. Chemistry papers. intolerable Art preps.
Never ending band practices.
I've got my limits, I repeat myself again.
I cannot take this pressure.
I screw up Chem test just now.
And i scored 24! for art.
how could Miss Lai grade me like this.
She told us not to be affected by this results.
Well, I am. Be prepared for 'perfect' images okay?
Yes kak, I'm under lots of stress.
:'(
I'm off now, trying to finish up as many assignments now before hols start.
hopefully next week, I'm able to work on my art.
ya, right.
screw 'em.
With these kind of results, I can't make thru my Ns.
I can kiss goodbye to all my mom's hope.
Yes, mom. Not mine.
Not less than 19. It's 23. sorry.
Holidays assignments. TOO MUCH.
Okay, I can't bare with this. Frigging thick English practice papers.
Malay papers. Maths sums. Chemistry papers. intolerable Art preps.
Never ending band practices.
I've got my limits, I repeat myself again.
I cannot take this pressure.
I screw up Chem test just now.
And i scored 24! for art.
how could Miss Lai grade me like this.
She told us not to be affected by this results.
Well, I am. Be prepared for 'perfect' images okay?
Yes kak, I'm under lots of stress.
:'(
I'm off now, trying to finish up as many assignments now before hols start.
hopefully next week, I'm able to work on my art.
ya, right.
screw 'em.
Shutting down.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Finally I've tasted real stress.
Breaking down for the first time infront of some band members and Mr Sim wasn't what I wanted. Nobody does. But I just can't help it but to tear up.
I feel extremely pressurized.
That's all.
Breaking down for the first time infront of some band members and Mr Sim wasn't what I wanted. Nobody does. But I just can't help it but to tear up.
I feel extremely pressurized.
That's all.
High with yellow pills.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
School wasn't as pleasant. I was asleep throughout the day. I took the yellow pill yesterday night before sleeping and took another during my second period, which is English. Not long after that, I felt I already loose focus and was sinking deeper into seat and my head was super heavy.
I could barely open my eyes during SS. So, I actually slept on and off due to Miss Chee's threat- anyone caught putting your head on the table or worst still, sleeping, will have to stand at the back of the class. Okay, it's just standing. I didn't want to stand and faint so I tried to stay awake. Mission failed. I slept like a pig and the next thing I know geography lesson already started. Woah, the pills are strong man. I was high.
Skipped recess and went to sick bay for two periods! Okay.
So I skipped Physics too :( Sick bay was on a full house. More coming in and more went home. Rested and went for Art. As I walking to Art Studio, Mr Cheng! told me there's gonna be a fire drill and might as well I stay in there. True but it was just too crowded and it's really a pain in my ass to sit in there.
Bumped into Ain and she too, was heading to Sick Bay.
Screw it I ain't going back. Was peacefully doing my butterfly, the alarm went off and you can here all those vulgarities coming out from 15 year olds. Fee even packed her stuff, I took my belongings ate my pau. Everyone was taking this exercise lightly. It was hilarious.
One good period of art gone, used for briefing.
Another gone thanks to fire drill. Baik ah. -.-
Maths. Paid attention but catch no ball. Sucker.
Had lunch and chilled for awhile in class before going home.
Skipped sectionals today. Got home and slept till 8pm.
Woke up after a wake up message. It's raining still and I didn't plan to get up at all but there's English assignment due tomorrow and I have got to start cracking my brain on Art.
10 friggin' images now? Oh I'm screwed. I'll be on my own.
Saturday is just a few days away! Am definitely looking forward to it. To sell stuff, to have fun and hopefully see Khalis and friends! I'll be on duty from 1 to 4pm that day, with Alyssha and Denis. Right? Great (:
I'm gonna freshen up. Came straight here after waking up. I bet I look so unglam and my hair is 'gorgeous'. My face too. HAHAH.
I could barely open my eyes during SS. So, I actually slept on and off due to Miss Chee's threat- anyone caught putting your head on the table or worst still, sleeping, will have to stand at the back of the class. Okay, it's just standing. I didn't want to stand and faint so I tried to stay awake. Mission failed. I slept like a pig and the next thing I know geography lesson already started. Woah, the pills are strong man. I was high.
Skipped recess and went to sick bay for two periods! Okay.
So I skipped Physics too :( Sick bay was on a full house. More coming in and more went home. Rested and went for Art. As I walking to Art Studio, Mr Cheng! told me there's gonna be a fire drill and might as well I stay in there. True but it was just too crowded and it's really a pain in my ass to sit in there.
Bumped into Ain and she too, was heading to Sick Bay.
Screw it I ain't going back. Was peacefully doing my butterfly, the alarm went off and you can here all those vulgarities coming out from 15 year olds. Fee even packed her stuff, I took my belongings ate my pau. Everyone was taking this exercise lightly. It was hilarious.
One good period of art gone, used for briefing.
Another gone thanks to fire drill. Baik ah. -.-
Maths. Paid attention but catch no ball. Sucker.
Had lunch and chilled for awhile in class before going home.
Skipped sectionals today. Got home and slept till 8pm.
Woke up after a wake up message. It's raining still and I didn't plan to get up at all but there's English assignment due tomorrow and I have got to start cracking my brain on Art.
10 friggin' images now? Oh I'm screwed. I'll be on my own.
Saturday is just a few days away! Am definitely looking forward to it. To sell stuff, to have fun and hopefully see Khalis and friends! I'll be on duty from 1 to 4pm that day, with Alyssha and Denis. Right? Great (:
I'm gonna freshen up. Came straight here after waking up. I bet I look so unglam and my hair is 'gorgeous'. My face too. HAHAH.
Section Mates! Tomorrow's attire will be Band Tee.
Uhm, ya. Tutor, Mr Sim will be coming down tomorrow so please, unless there is valid reason you will have to come for practice. Okay, thanks eh (:
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
I went to the sick bay to make myself feel better but weird, I'm weaker now.
And please school, place a bed at least in there!
So, I missed two periods of art. And when I came, I was told that the mininum pictures now is 10.
Wow, I thought it was 7? Ugh, I'm still working on my second! I'm dead during the holidays.
Ask me out to do art, anyone?
Fee is acting like on sicko girl singing with the mic now next to me.
Ohyeah, over at her place after school to work on certain school stuff and yeah, crap!
Oh mee gosh, I'm sick. sick. sick.
And I lost my tie in class, unbelieveable!
Found one but it's not mine! Ugh, sick people who changed & took my tie.
Okay, it's almost 6.
I better get my ass home before I have to spend my night here.
HAHA, fee lokek katil. suuuuumer dier nak.
(:
Please realise.
Sunday, March 08, 2009
You can't possibly stop things from happening right?
A fat girl wants to eat cake, let her. Allow yourself.
A girl fell in love with a younger guy. Why not? Friends, be supportive.
A girl wants to fart out loud, JUST FART! cannot meh?
Okay, I guess I've made my points.
Maybe not so clear. Or it's pretty lame. But I understand.
A fat girl wants to eat cake, let her. Allow yourself.
A girl fell in love with a younger guy. Why not? Friends, be supportive.
A girl wants to fart out loud, JUST FART! cannot meh?
Okay, I guess I've made my points.
Maybe not so clear. Or it's pretty lame. But I understand.
A very dearly guy to me.
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Woke up from my nap to reply a late message.
Got up immediately & online to make a chat easier.
Kaaaaaaaan? (:
This sickening ulcers gone from bad to worse. It's unbearable. And I thought eating spicy food will make it better? But my friends claim it'll worsen the condition. So, I think I was being super stupid to keep eating spicy food every time there's ulcers.
And baby girls, I will not apply salt, detergent ( fake ah ), bonjela or whatsoever okay. I know the pain will be unbearable so let's forget about it. I'll just keep biting it and pee after that. haha.
So, exchange!
Firstly, I hate the bus for making me feel sick after alighting. Went down, put down my stuff and went to the toilet. I'm glad there are ladies in SJI if not, I don't know what to do. Well the school is pretty awesome. Saw these three art pieces which is really amazing. The auditorium is fine, if only there's one in our school, it'll be easier for us to prepare for Syf. Kaaaaaaaan?
Was pretty quiet in bus after the exchange and was upset for some reasons after that. Baby girls cheered me up, somehow (: Thanks. Had a long lunch and walk around Causeway for awhile before heading home under the rain with Bao Yan. Got home and chillax before falling a sleep. Brother finished up my bubble tea :(
Helven's gonna be there and I'm not gonna watch them. I didn't get any tickets for myself. Awesome or what? I don't know if I'm gonna be there or not. And people are fine with that! wow.
And sorry ah Rahmad if I was a distraction to you while we are on stage just now. I thought a fake smile can lessen your nervousness. Itu pon taktau nak appreciate, marah aku lagi ader.
And it was a major shock to know Huai Qing were scared just now. I mean, Huai Qing! Wow.
I screwed up my second last note of my solo. My sound was all shaky but all I aim was not to squeak. I thought I manage to pull through but thanks ah 'low A'. And it was a very loud one! Overture was played with more confidence. That I have to admit. When it came to Jocuri Poporale Romanesti, some players shut down, some were scared and I can't help it but feel nervous. I tired to stabilise my sound but I was trembling all over.
A different topic now.
My friends told me not to make history repeat itself! with a different person now. I know, waiting for him previously for like 1 year 7 months isn't exciting. After working on forgetting and letting things go, I managed to move on. * like finally, I know * And when I told the close ones that I think I'm having a little crush, * little? Really iRAH? * they were being supportive and helping me here and there. Thanks.
Shh, it is still a secret.
Got up immediately & online to make a chat easier.
Kaaaaaaaan? (:
This sickening ulcers gone from bad to worse. It's unbearable. And I thought eating spicy food will make it better? But my friends claim it'll worsen the condition. So, I think I was being super stupid to keep eating spicy food every time there's ulcers.
And baby girls, I will not apply salt, detergent ( fake ah ), bonjela or whatsoever okay. I know the pain will be unbearable so let's forget about it. I'll just keep biting it and pee after that. haha.
So, exchange!
Firstly, I hate the bus for making me feel sick after alighting. Went down, put down my stuff and went to the toilet. I'm glad there are ladies in SJI if not, I don't know what to do. Well the school is pretty awesome. Saw these three art pieces which is really amazing. The auditorium is fine, if only there's one in our school, it'll be easier for us to prepare for Syf. Kaaaaaaaan?
Was pretty quiet in bus after the exchange and was upset for some reasons after that. Baby girls cheered me up, somehow (: Thanks. Had a long lunch and walk around Causeway for awhile before heading home under the rain with Bao Yan. Got home and chillax before falling a sleep. Brother finished up my bubble tea :(
Helven's gonna be there and I'm not gonna watch them. I didn't get any tickets for myself. Awesome or what? I don't know if I'm gonna be there or not. And people are fine with that! wow.
And sorry ah Rahmad if I was a distraction to you while we are on stage just now. I thought a fake smile can lessen your nervousness. Itu pon taktau nak appreciate, marah aku lagi ader.
And it was a major shock to know Huai Qing were scared just now. I mean, Huai Qing! Wow.
I screwed up my second last note of my solo. My sound was all shaky but all I aim was not to squeak. I thought I manage to pull through but thanks ah 'low A'. And it was a very loud one! Overture was played with more confidence. That I have to admit. When it came to Jocuri Poporale Romanesti, some players shut down, some were scared and I can't help it but feel nervous. I tired to stabilise my sound but I was trembling all over.
A different topic now.
My friends told me not to make history repeat itself! with a different person now. I know, waiting for him previously for like 1 year 7 months isn't exciting. After working on forgetting and letting things go, I managed to move on. * like finally, I know * And when I told the close ones that I think I'm having a little crush, * little? Really iRAH? * they were being supportive and helping me here and there. Thanks.
Shh, it is still a secret.
They fail, you fail.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Carine Senior High School- Cookery room.
Obviously missing those times I have spent there. Picture above shows how engrossed Caroline and AMYrae ( One of the teacher called me by that name ) were. I vividly remember the name of the biscuit, Anzac Biscuit ( Not so sure if I got the spelling right ). It taste awesome and that biscuit became one of our supper in our hotel, Goodearth Hotel! (:
' Oh Amy, faster. Let me show you alright ' I was clueless that the teacher was talking to me. She called me Amy and I was like wth? I guess she read AMIrah as AMY off my name tag. How cute & awesome! The kids there managed to pronounce my name the way it is suppose to be pronounced as. Except they said it with their accent and those slangs.
That reminds me, it's been awhile since I've chat with my friends from Carine High.
Okay it's like 10.30 now? HomeworkS not done and not doing I suppose. I'm too tired to write and to think. Sorry.
IRAH, GET IN TUNE!
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Hello readers.
I'm currently listening to the CD that Azri gave the SLs.
Recording wasn't bad for Overture as the band is somehow prepared but when it came recording Jocuri, everyone felt the tension. Definitely can see it through our eyes ( duh? ) & of course by hearing.
There's only one word that I would love to describe about my playing /sound /everything. ATROCIOUS. There you go. I screwed up my solo, then. I mean, really bad. I stopped and "UGH" while recording. Sucha a wrong thing to do. Fish sticks, I have to get in tune with the bass clarinet!
Besides playing wise, I HAVE GOT TO STOP TAPPING MY FOOT! It was a problem way back but I overcome this shit. And it came back now. A bad bad bad fugly habit, Irah. I don't know what to say.
So, I was pissed off with certain people in class for their disgusting attitude. Okay, girls get your butts back to the chairs, it's none of you! Well yeah, it's a guy. Honestly, what you did just now was too much. I've got nothing to say. Shouted at him and went off. Don't wish to waste my time on such ugly Singaporean.
After school, stayed back for awhile cause did not manage to finish the Math worksheet given out during the last two periods. So I actually sat down and went with the flow. I managed to finish it! And, I even taught one of my friend. Well yeah, it's paid off trying to focus in a classroom which is hardly conducive to focus.
Okay my colouring skills ARE GONE! Or maybe I don't even have the skills? I don't know. I coloured well, I blend and tone-d well last time but now, well JUST NOW, I tried colouring my butterfly and it looked nothing like a butterfly. I coloured till some areas of my paper tore. Awesome? ugh. I'm ashamed. Friends are now better than me. I'm too depressed ( eh? )
Ugh, giving up....................................
Ogay I know those fullstops doesn't sound like me. Never mind.
Fiah, Maris and myself are in sucha horrible terms with guys, I think.
Guys are just inexplicable.
I'm currently listening to the CD that Azri gave the SLs.
Recording wasn't bad for Overture as the band is somehow prepared but when it came recording Jocuri, everyone felt the tension. Definitely can see it through our eyes ( duh? ) & of course by hearing.
There's only one word that I would love to describe about my playing /sound /everything. ATROCIOUS. There you go. I screwed up my solo, then. I mean, really bad. I stopped and "UGH" while recording. Sucha a wrong thing to do. Fish sticks, I have to get in tune with the bass clarinet!
Besides playing wise, I HAVE GOT TO STOP TAPPING MY FOOT! It was a problem way back but I overcome this shit. And it came back now. A bad bad bad fugly habit, Irah. I don't know what to say.
So, I was pissed off with certain people in class for their disgusting attitude. Okay, girls get your butts back to the chairs, it's none of you! Well yeah, it's a guy. Honestly, what you did just now was too much. I've got nothing to say. Shouted at him and went off. Don't wish to waste my time on such ugly Singaporean.
After school, stayed back for awhile cause did not manage to finish the Math worksheet given out during the last two periods. So I actually sat down and went with the flow. I managed to finish it! And, I even taught one of my friend. Well yeah, it's paid off trying to focus in a classroom which is hardly conducive to focus.
Okay my colouring skills ARE GONE! Or maybe I don't even have the skills? I don't know. I coloured well, I blend and tone-d well last time but now, well JUST NOW, I tried colouring my butterfly and it looked nothing like a butterfly. I coloured till some areas of my paper tore. Awesome? ugh. I'm ashamed. Friends are now better than me. I'm too depressed ( eh? )
Ugh, giving up....................................
Ogay I know those fullstops doesn't sound like me. Never mind.
Fiah, Maris and myself are in sucha horrible terms with guys, I think.
Guys are just inexplicable.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
http://sgbandfusion.com/index.php?page=76
In band? wanna know which day you're going for SYF? Band number what?
The above link shows you of all the bands in Spore.
GO GO!
WGSSB!
DAY 6, BAND 101.
(:
In band? wanna know which day you're going for SYF? Band number what?
The above link shows you of all the bands in Spore.
GO GO!
WGSSB!
DAY 6, BAND 101.
(:
Why such ending?
C'mon heats, my boys did an awesome job clinching
first in that relay and now they're disqualified?
I don't care how much my friends and I have shouted, it's the boys effort!
My dear Luqman especially. Ugh, seriously man.
The slightest mistake and it's gone. Unhappy!
It's Tuesday. Should be resting at home cause I will be having band practices till Friday to prepare for Saturday's exchange! Sunday, you know, religious class! Ugh but I went over to support my class for the sports heats which is worth and not worth watching.
It was fun laughing green shit with Alyssha on the way to Innova.
She knows, I know. (:
Reached and let me see, it's about 5 times I went to the toilet. I was rather nervous!What event I ran, some might ask. I DID NOT PARTICIPATE, yet so nervous. A bad ending, went to the toilet again before leaving the school. Headed home.
Maris! don't scared scared okay! Come on! (:
Maris! don't scared scared okay! Come on! (:
I've been slacking in lessons. I tried but fail too many times to stay wide awake. Thanks to the awesome weather. And recently, teachers showed slides on the screen. So, the lights were switched off. Imagine it. Lights off, cooling weather. Awesome? OF course! But it's alright, thanks to someone far away & people so damn near me who managed too wake me up! (:
SYF is drawing nearer and nearer. My solo still sounds like shit. I don't know what to do. Well, I actually do know what to do but I don't seem to have the time to focus on my own part. This shouldn't be the problem, Irah.
It's obvious, I'm unable to juggle both studies & band. :'(
I obviously need something to cheer me up! or someone?
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Since few weeks ago, I've been receiving ' BEST MSG OF 2009' from my friends.
At first I did forward it back but after receiving lots of it, I feel a pinch of irritation.
Thanks you guys for showing that I'm important to you and your life.
I know, so prove it but not by sending sucha long long messages which is just a forwarded one. I mean, it's not even you who created that long message. But still, thanks.
It was so hard for me to get out of bed this morning. I was in such a deep sleep and sweet dreams when the alarm went off. Ugh! I pretend not to hear anything but mom already screaming, asking me to get up. Religious class.
No offence but my teacher got on my nerve today, seriously.
Mom fetched me. And yeah, I' home.
Now blogging, making a promise to myself that after I've finished with my blogging,
I will get myself to do my overdue assignments ( ART ) and others. Well we'll see.
Already having butterflies in my stomach.
I hate this week because Tuesday is getting nearer.
Besides worrying about the unwritten script, I'm scared about speaking in front of the whole entire school! Even to the teachers. What will they say about me and stupid English.
Ugh, nothing much I can do about it. Just do the talk then, WALAO.
BA-SHA! (: